A couple days after the WS ended , I sat down to watch a Blackhawks game - and that's when it hit me - how relaxed I was and how relieved I felt just watching a regular season game ... cuz up to that point , I hadn't realized just HOW MUCH pressure I had been feeling while watching those Cubs playoff games . You think ur mello and got it all under control and aren't 'really' feeling the pressure ... then you watch a regular season game and you realize just how much it was affecting you .